Every spark that you cause,

Fills me up with a thousand suns,

makes me feel free and doubtless

That you are all and i am one.

Life is most difficult when you have to make a decision. The bigger the decision is,
the more difficult its going to be for you and bigger would be the impact on your life.
I have never made a single decision in my life single-handed. I call for advices, suggestions
 and yeah, i always leave the final say on my dad. It might be because i don't trust myself
or because i am a coward. But when, finally, i did make a decision, it promised to be life-changing.
I have yet to see what it brings. I have only just begun. The point is i believe now that when
 it comes to ones own life, we are scared to sacrifice or compromise or just change even
though sometimes we know its for the best. I have decided to go for a change. As cowardly
and indecisive as i am, i promised myself i will stand by it. What others think about it (which
they usually do regardless of whether you care or not) is an entirely different story which
i would be covering up as we go.
For now, i have enough to live on and live by. But as they say, its not enough.